Talked to Shippo today. And spending most of the day crying my eyes out without being found out by mum. Now my head hurts so much I thought it would explode.
On the brighter side. I'm glad someone's got the point right away. When she said the words I instantly cried waterfall. All the things I've been keeping feels like being pulled out and washed away. Maybe because Shippo knows me so well.. Like.. She knows what I wanna hear and she gives me exactly that. It's relieving. I've been thinking if I was too stubborn and worthless that I don't deserve to have what I want.
And she was right about one thing.
Life doesn't give a shit.
So I better let it all out.
And as she said, be ready to bitch slap life back.
Someday I will heal.
Someday I will understand.
Someday I will forgive.
I know I can do it.
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